SURE, there are going to be dark clouds crossing your path to the clear, blue skies. But baby, once you GET there, it will be SO worth it. KEEP trying! KEEP soaring! You’ve got this!!
– Sandra Scala
Never give up on your path! It’s crazy because when you get in a mood where you don’t want to go out, when all you want to do is stay home and keep to yourself, you start tangling your mind with unwanted thoughts. You start asking yourself questions, that shouldn’t even be a question.
There have been times in my life, where I thought, what the heck am I going to do when I lose my vision? It is so unpredictable how fast it is going to deteriorate, and when I do get new bruises, I know that the tunnel is getting narrower. When the nighttime is darker, I do know that the tunnel is getting narrower.
BUT, I came to the point where I can’t let that stop me. If you knew me a few years ago, I was sad a lot of times, and perhaps angry too. I don’t think I showed it too much, because I was that girl who always hid the pain behind the smile.
The fact is, everyone goes through some kind of pain, at some point in life. And, everyone goes through hard times. But we are not alone. Yes, it sucks when you are in that “dark cloud” moment, but you keep on trying, and you will SOAR. You will be where you want to be in life. Slowly, but surely.
When I think about my situation, it’s not a BAD thing I’m losing my vision, really. Yes, it’s unfortunate, but that’s why I try to enjoy life as much as I can NOW. See as much as I can. Do what I enjoy most.
There are others out there who are going through a battle that no one really knows about. And a lot of those battles, sadly, are worse than my situation. But if I can shine over the darkness, get past the dark cloud moments, one daty at a time, then I GET there! And, it has been SO worth it!!
Remember, it is only impossible if you make it impossible.
“Let’s untangle our mind, and set it free…”